montana and fantasia

i was trying not to have a comment on these 2 subjects but I really REALLY do.

Let's start with Montana Fishburne aka Chippy D. Now you know my ignorant butt had to go see the porn that she just HAD to do in order to start her career. All I have to say is EWWWWWWWW!! It's not even good porn. It's a rap video for who ever that dude was and it was just a mess. I didn't, rather I couldn't watch the whole thing... I had to fast forward through most of it. It was just so bad. And I am not a porn aficionado, but COME ON!! This young fool is in the kinda porn that is like the last resort. Like your rent has to be paid or the sheriff is coming. I guess this industry is not really glamorous but could someone have done her make-up? And would it have been to much for her to get her nails done? And her butt... one blogger referred to her as Cheetah booty. 19 with bad skin in ya butt?!?! I had to take a mirror and look at my own bootay this morning. I mean I have eczema but not lesions like that. She just looked beat up.

At 19 the worse thing... if you can even compare... I did was my one and only tattoo. And my rationale was dumb, I can admit that now. I had a car and my dorm mates needed a ride to the tattoo dudes house, so one time when I was taking them I got one myself. My dad nearly passed out when I came home and showed him. He literally had to hold onto the kitchen counter he was so shocked LMAO!! And that's when I felt kinda bad. I mean there wasn't anything I could do at that point. It was a done deal. But my tat is strategically placed. You only see it if I want you to see it. And my dad was a mailman. No one was reporting on me and my tat, nor did I shame the family. I just think this little girl did not think it through and I sincerely hope as she matures and grows wiser that this was not the best move to make.

Now on to Miss Fantasia ***LOUD ASS SIGH*** REALLY?!?!? You have a beautiful little girl, a singing career, you were on Broadway, Oprah likes you (that in and of itself is a measure of success)and you have a family that needs you!! To a certain extent I will buy that she didn't know he was married and/or separated, but as a woman, YOU KNOW!! Things don't just add up and you always have a gut feeling that something just aint right. But to attempt to take your life because?!?!? Well she said a lot in her interview with Robin Roberts and the tipping point I suppose was the man. My mantra is you always have a choice. ALWAYS!! And when you think things can't get any better, they really do.

Now I thought I had had my mind made up about her until I saw this interview. I am one of those people who actually voted for her (well her and Jennifer Hudson... I was torn that season) on American Idol. She was AMAZING on Broadway. But this little girl is just confused and just needed to take a step back to see what she had was going through and what she had done. I wasn't going to buy that new CD but I now I most certainly am!!

We all make mistakes or decisions that we regret or have consequences that may follow us for a long time in life. It happens. That's life. I truly do wish the best for both of these young ladies!