Something I need to work on is
living in the moment. I am not
distracted by technology. I’m not that
chick who texts, twitters and facebook’s her life away. But I do have a tendency to wish things were
over; for instance, just this past weekend I really had to get myself
together. So I had a party bus for my 40th
birthday party. I invited people via
eVite and on Facebook. Some folks could
make it and some could not but for a minute I got a little discouraged and
thought ‘Well I’ll just be glad when this thing is over’. And then I had to get it the hell
together!! A good group of people had
RSVP’d so why was I tripping about the
few who couldn’t make it? I said well if
it’s just me and whoever… and then the list kept growing so I really had no
worries about having a good partay!!
Right now I am wishing away this day because it is mad gloomy and I just
want to be up under my covers and not doing a thing. But I just did my time sheet and me halfheartedly
working most days is leading to my check being short yet again. SO I need to be grateful and thankful for
this job and get into it today.
One of my favorite Mary J Blige songs came on the radio
this morning Be Happy! Actually it’s
probably just one of my favorite songs.
It’s a request to herself and a statement. ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO BE HAPPY!!
It’s in the end of the day… I am convinced my cubemate is a little cra
cra!! He said BUT WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME!!! WHY WOULD YOU SAY THINGS LIKE THAT!!! I hope he was on the phone and I think he was
joking but that is when the earbuds got put in.
I can’t take on the drama of others which is a great resolution!!!
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